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Nakita ko siya. Ay, oo kasi pumunta ako sa store. As usual hinintay ko nanaman siya dahil opening siya hahaha. He was surprised to see me, di ko kasi pinapaalam na pupunta ako ng dh eh. Gusto ko yung ganun. So he said when he saw me: “Uy! Musta ka na? Musta ka na?” I was not answering him, umiiling lang ako kasi alam naman niyang may kasalanan siya sa akin. He said “Wala kong off last week” then umalis na he got his bag, nagbihis na ata sa cr. Tapos few minutes nakipagchikahan ako sa mga bagong ojt… Tapos nakaharap ako sa may part na papuntang cr, (nakaupo kasi ako) tapos lumabas siya nakatingin sa akin, lol i was like smiling when he saw me. He really thinks I was smiling because of him? I didn’t mean it. Haha! Well after that the usual. Ang saya ko. Kasi nakita ko siya ulit. Tapos ayun naliwanagan nanaman ako kasi napaka-TH ko talaga pallagi, para akong tanga na gumagawa ng conclusions di naman pala totoo. HE said wala siyang off last week. Di na natuloy yung pinagusapan namin :( Then he also said that he was sorry for not making it on my graduation day… I said okay lang kasi may trabaho ka naman eh. Understanding girl friend here. Lol I can’t stay mad at him because yeah you all know I love him very much. I wanted to hug him before we part ways but it was in a public place, I kinda touched his hand when I said goodbye to him. I felt kilig and sobrang damoves ko dun ah. Yung pinky namin nagtouch din. Haha lol I am so cray cray. Ayun I really missed him talaga! Lagi ko talaga siyang pupuntahan ewan ko, basta siya yung nagpapasaya sa akin. Di nga ko matigil sa pagngiti nung araw na yun, para bang nakadrugs ako hahaha. PS. He was really listening to what I’m ging to say, he always look me in the face, he was tall and it was a big deal for him to lean in when we converse. Shocks I am really falling hard for this guy huh
I was literally just crying these past few days.. I tried to be happy but I just can’t.. He is my happiness. I can’t do this anymore.. Every time I wake up I always think of him, every time I wake up I always say that I love him. Bakit ganun? Hindi ko na kayang di siya makita… Sige bukas, hihintayin ko siya kahit matagal. Makita ko lang siya, kasi sobrang tinamaan na talaga ko! I really can’t fight this feeling… I always cry and cry, because he didn’t spoke to me this week and it made me send a hurting text to him. Fuck. My feelings are not a toy to get played with! You should know that I can be with you and be loyal to you but you are just taking me for granted.. It sucks! Love sucks! Bullshit!!!